4:41 AM Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Hey .Im really tired , later on i'm going to lala land . Super tired ! Ergh , no md leyy , Srry to zyla , it's nt tht i wnt to blame you fr wht has happen bt seriously , he tld me to frget everything tht you said .He said tht you were lying , tough i knw you are the one who is saying the truth . I want a confirm frm him , bt seriously IM SORRY my dearest bestfriend . You are with me through thick & thin .. I wont frget your deeds zyla . Remember the promise we made on 18072009 ? We wnt seperate no matter wht has happen to bth of us , remember ? I remembered the promise tht we've made so i dnt wnt to break it .Thnks to Faraa too , thnks alt syng . You've tried to cheer me up , bt seriously i cant my dear . It's super hard to frget whatever tht i get to knw frm zyla , it totally break my heart . I knw he loves me , bt sorry to him . I cant love him like bfre , i really cant . I wnt except wht he did to me , he says tht he wnt be rude to his parents anymre . Bt wht's this ? Smpai mak dier yng punya rumah tuh lary rumah ? Whts all this , dher naq ckap yng dher taq buat apape pnn ? Ehh ! Pegy mampos laa , maq dher sendiri call aku sruh ajar dhe . I cnt take it anymre , all his problems i have to settle . Aper nie ? Mcm aqu taqde kerja laen naq buat , aqu pnn ader problem perh ? Taq bley ke dher pham situation aqu ? Haiyyyy !Ashhidiqq ! I really need you my dearest listener , you are the only persn tht can cn gve me the all the avices tht i wnt , without you i really cant concentrate on anything . Ergh ! Thts all fr tday , GDBYE ~If you we're to see me happy outside , i'll say this : I'm fucking nt okay inside .