Shabrina ♥
Nur Shabrina Binte Semail ♥ 15 this year ♥ 1st December 1995 ♥ Dunearnite ♥ ✖Taken ✔Single & unavailable ♥
9:35 PM Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Ohh, hello!
Currently hving cpa lesson, i finished my work alr.
Hee! I feel so much better after getting to knw him, only my friends knw who.
You knw, i knw && public dnt knw kan korang?
Weeeeeeeee ~ Im so much happier after knwing him.
Bt my love fr him will nver fade away i guess, whatever i do i still think of him.
He's the medicine to my pain & he is my drug.
Without him i cant live, haiyyyyy!
Bt whatever it is i have to try to get away frm him & lead my own life.
I fucking miss him, urghh!
This days i kept doing things tht i'm nt supposed to do.
I have to stp tht bad habit cause it's killing me.
I'm sorry to Zan, Nabil & Dinah fr not following you guys to town.
I have some problems at hme uhh, & i cant go out fr 5 mnths.
Grounded leyy, damn kan?
My bad attitude is killing me & it feels like i really change alt nw.
Even my grandma says i'm getting wilder when time goes by, bt to me i'm the same only tht i dont quite listen to what they say cause like .. they controlling my life & i cant go out tht often.
I cant wait no longer, counselling session is making me so damn fucked up!
Waste my fucking time sia go there, alot of Mat's & Minah's. & like i didnt realise i saw lots of my friends there. Gerek perr? Hahha! The first time i went there saw Mimi then we talked alot after tht was time to go hme, she asked my number cause like so long we nver contact right? So i gave her then at night we msged then she asked me hw cme i so goodgood can go counselling session? Thenn i tld her the whle thing she was like super shock siaa. Hahah! Tak percaye kan? Grrr, it's killing me siaa. Damnnnn! Then after tht the scnd session saw Mimi again, so we were like talking craps then suddenly saw Rizan. I miss him like hell, dah brape bulan seyh tak jumper. He was like ' Aper kau dah buat nie uhh? ' I sayy nothing only laah, he sclded me siaa. Sadd per? He want me to chnge and be someone better, he is my brothers bestfriend & last time he always cme to my house & advice me nt to be like him & his younger sister. In the end he lectured me like so damn long, almst 2 hours he talked to me. In the end the three of us didn't went fr counselling session, hahaa! Then when reach hme, the counseller called & i said i wasn't feeling well. Huhuhuhuhu! Sorry fr lying to you (: Mcm tak beslah gtu ehh? Hahha! Nw, i dnt knw wht to talk alr laa. I feel so damn bored right nw, i miss him. ERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Okays, gdbye ~ tkecare horr?
I will always love you my dear.