Shabrina ♥
Nur Shabrina Binte Semail ♥ 15 this year ♥ 1st December 1995 ♥ Dunearnite ♥ ✖Taken ✔Single & unavailable ♥
4:49 AM Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Hello ;D
Currently chatting with my one & only ShahirahAhmad .
I'm nt in the mood right nw , she's trying to cheer me up bt i still can't cheer up . Sorry babe !
I feel so depressed & i'm very frustrated .
I'm bck to SINGLE ! No more him in my life , the reasons are : I lose trust on him & my love fr him is fading away . So yeah ! Nw i dnt want to talk about him anymre . I dnt knw what should i do to feel happy . I told dad the whole thing and he says i should go fr some counselling sessions like always do . I dnt want to have any counseller anymre , it sucks luh dad !
Counselling makes me realise my mistakes bt it sometimes makes me mre depressed tahu tak ? Haiy ! Dad , please luhh . Cn i nt have any counseller again , whyy i always get into bad luck ? Why am i the only one that always gets into trouble while other of my siblings are always happy with their own wide life . Bt me ? I'm like hidden in a tiny room which there's no one fr me to go to , bt dad says the daughter that she most love is me and my younger sister bt i dnt feel it pnn . Actually dad says , there's no diffrence between the 6 of us bt the diffrence between me and my younger sister is that we respect him more than the others do . I dnt knw where i should go to right nw , dad wants abg to bring me to east coast on saturday cause have his friends birthday party & gt chalet . Bt i guess i'm nt following abg there cause i promise my cousins that i'll be going to their house as we are going out together &&& a very big MAYBE i'm sleeping at their house . They stay at yew tee so that's nt far fr me luhh , it's very near to hariana's house . Nw , i'm blank ! Abg is forcing me nt to go to schl tmrw as he wants me to follow him go johore with grandad . I dnt want luhh , go johore nt that FUN , bt at schl i can at least have fun with my friends & share with them all my problems . I want to thank my dearest Rafiqah , Hariana , Enjella & Robecca fr being there fr me when i was nt in my fullest mood during recess , cause something actually happened & i almost cried . Bt since there's them , i feel alot mre better after that . THANKS ALOT my dearest , and my most wonderful friend . & To my best advisor MuhammadHaziq , your also a wonderful friend i ever had . You give me good advices & sometimes you make me realise my mistakes . You always encourage me & rafiqah to do our work bt we dnt listen && i'm sorryy cause i'm too hyper & sometimes i dnt have the mood to do my work . So yeah ! Sorry tau ? Bt your advices are the best & i'm here to say i'm lucky or even 3 diamond is lucky to have a classmate like you ;DD THANKS haziq !
Okay , nw i'm alr serioulsy blank soo i'll end my post here okay ?
Goodbye & Takecare .